Acceptance of where I am with God.

This is me. 

No make - up, hair over fluffy, in my streetfight silence band t-shirt and spotty tights & stripey knee high socks. I am a girl who doesn't know the meaning of the word relax and has a billion dreams and ideas floating through her head but has no idea how to put them in to stone. I am a girl who constantly runs back and forth between what is right and what is wrong, though i do regret the wrong things after. 

Love. . 

• The idea of cute walks in the park
• Taking photographs
• My Church
• Time with my family
• Driving
• The cold side of a pillow
• A great book

Dislike. .

• Not knowing a situation or what you've done wrong to hurt someone
• When things go wrong that are out of your hands
• Not being able to relax
• Taking things way to seriously and not having control of my emotions
• Feeling far away from God.

I know everyone reading this is probably thinking, what on earth is she telling us this for? I've found that the only way to be happy, is to be true to yourself. Recognize the things that are dragging you down, and work to correct them. I find I'm not happy with anything unless I'm happy with myself. As selfish as that is, I  believe you can't be happy unless you're happy with yourself. It's also a way of knowing where you stand as a Christian and is a great way of being true to not only yourself with God. 

This is currently where I'm at with myself. I'm happy, but there a things that can be worked on. I'm happy with the way I look, with my body, with most of my relationships. 

I wrote this as a challenge to those reading to say, who are you? What are you proud of? What are you ashamed of? Where are you in your life? & most importantly are you happy? 

This is me. Sian. I am finally content. I am happy.