Contemplation

Sometimes I wonder if anyone truly understands. When someone says “What’s wrong” and you shrug your shoulders and say nothing. I wonder if anyones really cares. When you spill out your true feelings and thought. I wonder if when you tell someone your troubles if they care, or if they pretend to care and then tell others how pathetic you seem because of that issue. They just wanted a reason to put you down. I wonder if anyone will ever understand what goes on in your mind. People constantly say “Oh I understand” and you instantly disagree because you think no-one could possibly know the pain that is on your heart at that present moment. That shrug “Nothing” could be the same “nothing” that a person shrugged off to you the other day, the other week. 

Although people say we’re all different, emotionally at one point we all experience the same kind of pain. I'm not saying that we feel that pain on the same level, but we have a similar understanding. I've written before about telling people what's going on, I'm not sure why I'm writing it again. I had a little cry with my Mumma earlier because of something that was said. Although I don't feel 100% better in that situation, I feel better knowing that I've voiced my opinions emotions and frustrations.

I guess it's also about asking people whats going. Obviously not bugging them, but encouraging them. Or taking someones mind of whats bugging them by talking about something completely opposite. It's also about understanding. I'm just babbling now. So I'll say bye for now