Wednesday, 20 April 2011

late night thoughts

Yesterday evening me and the muppet I like to call my best friend where sat outside south hill park waiting for the gig at cellar to start. We looked out from reception at the sky and just started chatting. About music, about life and university, what would happen in the future and decisions that'd have to be made. In that moment I realised I was growing up. For me that is a terrifying thought. Soon I'll hopefully be off to University living a life of independence away from all the people I love here.  I have to find a job and be able to fend for myself, pay bills. Me paying bills? me driving? me living far away from home?! What a terrifying thought!

Then walking home the sky was pretty clear and it felt like walking back to a hotel room on Holiday, minus the cars and flats. It was a truly beautiful evening, and we started talking about key moments in our life, moments that were similar to a scene in a movie. Moments that happened in the past. Reminiscing about the past. 

There is something truly beautiful about the evening. Something so calming, a time that I truly remember how blessed I am with the life that God has provided for me. A life thats been challenging, and I know the future holds a lot more obstacles, but I know that God will be by my side every step of the way

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