This week has been a strange one. It started off quite emotional, had some lovely conversations with my cousin. Then it turned to the stress that comes with being a student. Paranoia that seems to take over my life at random moments of my life. Happiness of being with someone that takes those problems away. Sadness of upsetting news of friends and more stress from college. I tend to be in a constant mix on negative emotions lately, Maybe it's apart of growing up or maybe its the Womans excuse of hormones acting up. I'm not sure what they meant so as a Christian does I prayed to God. I found a bible verse from Matthew which speaks of putting all your weary's onto God.
This weekend I was lucky enough to spend with some incredible people. For the first time in so long I've actually been content. I've smiled and it seems as though all the troubles that burden me during the week disappeared at the weekend. I was sat at Church today and we where encouraged to go on our knees and pray. I realised that I never actually put my problems onto God. I just got on with it as any normal teenager does. Then I was reminded of a dream about the footprints in the sand (See my previous post) then realised that through all of it God was carrying me through the troubles. He looked into my heart and saw my troubles and carried me through to light at the end of the tunnel. Sometimes as a Christian I still find it difficult to wrap my head around the fact that God see's everything in your heart, I'm not sure why, but it always seemed quite bizarre to me.
However today I realised that sometimes just chatting to God about everyday life gives him an insight onto what is really going on. I don't always need to tell him because he can see what burdens me most even if I don't pray to him about it. God does see whats in your heart, and for me personally, he sorted the main problem out. I didn't even need to pray for it. How amazing is God?
(Sorry it's a lengthy post)
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